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not feeling great
been crying quite a lot without reason or warning
going to stay at my parents' house, with james, on tuesday
we had a huge fight on wednesday night which was apparently my fault but i don't really see how...
but that's how arguments work, right?
both sides think they're right and clearly the other person is a cunt for thinking otherwise
or so i've gathered
i'm also not feeling great about the fact all my friends know i work on saturdays and yet still organise things on that day and expect me to drop everything and be there
and i'm not being petty, but it's just me they do it to
this weekend for example, it started off that we would all go out on friday, which was fine until hannah said she couldn't go and it got changed to saturday
me and dan now say that we both can't go, as they knew to begin with, but nope, it's still saturday
now, hannah says she can't do saturday either and...
and nothing
it's still fucking saturday
in other just as unimportant news, my first impression of the new jason isbell album is nowhere near as intense or significant as i'd hoped
i don't get it, the 400 unit versions of his 'decoration day' and 'the dirty south' songs are nothing short of incredible...
this album just sounds like a bit of a step backward
'cigarettes and wine', 'the blue' and 'no choice in the matter', the three more bluesy tracks are my favourites, some beautiful lyrics...
'your skin as soft as water
same temperature as me
i'd never know i touched you
if you didn't let me see'
maybe i'm just not in the right frame of mind
